confuse+dilemma+tension

hish lame gler xmembelog..lately ni i fel so sgt2 tension kat ofc..rase cam nk resign je..p skang susah nk cari keje..da la bos mcm gampang plus aku sorg je je kat ofc tue..mmg la ade org lain p sume cina..at the end im the only malay kat dlm ofc tue..ble tension wat keje kalo ade kawan nk borak ok gak..ni xde kawan yg leh borak2..lunch pon sorg2..nnt las2 i mati tension kat ofc tue..huahua..tlg la..i ade satu job tue p training engineer je for 6 month..pastue dia byo seribu je..ade gak terpikir nk g je training engineer tue..ble da mcm ni gaji beso pon da xgune..mmg la sume keje tension p kalo sorg2 lg la tension..da leh jd gle da..huhu xmo jd gle..p kalo i amek yg training engineer tu lom tentu lg within 6month tue leh dpt keje lain..PTD test ari tue lg la i x mengharap ape2..tu bukan ujian bertulis p ujian menembak..p kalo i lulus tue mean berkat menembak gune surah al-fatiha ng ayat kursi..bapak berkat menembak..hehe..back to the topic..camne ni i nk terus keje kat sini ke nk g training engineer erk..kat sini bkn engineer da p hangineer..huhu..confuse+dilemma+tension